Its November 19th and I just realized that this blog existed...please excuse my other side...he gets a little emotional sometimes

Holy freak, its been a while since I posted....everyone just forgets about this stuff and moves on I guess. People go across the country while others go to camp, and still others stay at home.  I've been working for so long, and I haven't slept in a while...but Im now practicing everyday for the guitar...I want to become a teacher at Roberson's, it'd be awesome. I met my new piano teacher today (my mom sprung this on me) and he's 82!!  He's a kind old man but I don't know what I could learn from him, he seems slightly forgetful but I'm going to see how it goes.... I haven't done any summer assignments save those two from psych that were due in July. I'm almost done with the People's History book and since its my mom's birthday this weekend she wants me to finish the entire paper. I've also got a meeting with this deputy division head at work tomorrow about what I did for the past eight weeks...that should be interesting.... Oh yea and I've got to go out and buy some Cds to introduce myself to new styles of music if I want to teach guitar.  Well I'm going to talk to someone, candace maybe, and I just felt like spilling stuff....my day was not all that great. As a final note, never let yourself be categorized and show your individuality....always fighting...always believing

Nicholas Theodore Saffos

I'm writing because i've noticed that no one else has in a while, so I might as well break the chain....There is so much really to recap in my "drama-filled life", but I don't want to have to relive a novel so I'll just give ya my weekend first.  Instead of staying home, I traveled to North Carolina, leaving Friday evening, and getting back late Saturday night...It was kinda boring and i don't really like to stay in hotels, but we were visiting my uncle who two years ago was given one year to live....He looked pretty good though, when we finally got to him, after our cars alternator died in Thomasville. So then, surviving only on my gameboy, lays potato chips, and a caffeine free pepsi, we finally arrived back home...That was the majority of my weekend. Today almost no one was online and Lou is supposed to see the next Star Wars movie while candace is supposedly at a horse show. I actually watched alot of the 2nd star wars tonight and here i am now.........I feel it is necessary to recount the gap of time where i haven't written anything. Candace and Lou are still dating, and there have been a few moments where I have turned against them and gotten really angry... Its true that they aren't trying to push me away, but regardless tis to be expected.  I don't really want to be mad them though, i guess its just when your two best friends get together and they spend all this time together....well i know that they need their space.  I started a hiatus, probably right after I got the email from cindy saying, well it wasn't completely straight foward to me (a plain "i don't really like you" could have sufficed), i knew she didn't really like me and that perhaps Michael, who bought her a green guitar off of E-bay and gave her his class ring, is better suited for her.  I just got tired of all this meaningless labor. Now though, im surrounded by girls alot and it kind of distracts me...but i will really start trying to not flirt or anything and just remain neutral.....I just think that alot of my friends will hopefully do for me, but i'll be waiting, who knows. Let it never be said I don't keep my commitments........ 

Currently Playing I'd Rather Dance With You By The Kings of Convenience see related

The past two days were really crazy. Yesterday I had to deal with so much stuffing it wasn't even funny.  First my first period teacher just decided to dock me down a couple of points for talking to my sp. I didn't talk for the rest of the period and i had to face houndings from everyone the whole day, mainly ryan and lisa.  Then i ran with cindy in gym and she invited me to her church.  Little did i know that it would take me 45 minutes to get there, only to turn back because it was too late. Today was better but i found out that cindy was a junior...now to me that isn't a big deal but it just was kinda weird, as i thought she was a sophomore. So today i sent her an email saying that i basically liked her ("you are really cool and stuff").  So im patiently waiting for a response as i listen to the postal service and haywood...anyway lets hope for something good, like i don't know, scott being voted off of amer. idol. well anyway as a friend of mine always says, thanks for listening

SHOUTOUTS:

a shout out for the coolest person ever.. megan.. and props to her and smokey for finally hooking up

a big thanks to louie and candace for going out...bout time and thanks for all the memories lol

Um thanks joe for being incredibly disgusting and...

Great Trenchcoat Sam!!!